We’ve arrived in our new town and home! It was definitely a whirlwind and, might I say, even a shit show! We had 3 weeks to pack after the sale of our home went through. From the minute the movers arrived, there were issues. Regardless, we’re here now, and life goes on! Let it go, Wendy!
From an emotional perspective, I’ve been a total wreck! Although I love change, I often have a hard time with it. That statement may seem a little contradicting; what I really mean, is it just takes me a while to adapt. If there is one thing that's for sure in this life, change is inevitable. I believe change is good, but I also know it can be difficult for some. All we can do is accept change - what other option do we have?
Moving away from family and the best of friends has taken a toll on my heart. Our children are both in different cities, but at least they’re both in Canada now - just a short plane ride away! Also, facetime is a lifesaver. And, of course, texting makes it a lot easier to keep in touch!
The first few days, I woke with tears in my eyes. All the questions whirling through my mind, “Did we do the right thing? What kind of mother am I to move away from my daughter? How am I going to meet new friends?” I woke in the night unsure of where I was and then remembered… my new home.
And, this home is beautiful! I love our house, the views, and the location! Now living here, I’ve learned that there wasn’t a better place for us in this whole city than the place we chose. Since the city is new to us, we didn’t even know this at the time! We lucked out, and for this, I’m grateful! There are mountain views from most windows, trees, and the beautiful ravine to walk through. The neighborhood is eerily quiet; we welcome this change! I love the peace and tranquility this neighborhood provides.
Now, it’s day 7. I have to say, I woke up much happier this morning! Dare I say, even excited? I’m anticipating warmer weather which means I can explore all the trails, the ravine, and the mighty Bow River. I’m looking forward to new opportunities, meeting my neighbors, and new friends. I’m so thankful for our location as we are a short drive to Banff, Bragg Creek, and Canmore; three of my favorite places. I can’t wait to explore and check out new camping spots for summer! Things are looking up for this prairie girl!
I’m definitely feeling better and no longer drowning. I’ve experienced sadness, anxiety, and maybe even depression throughout my life, and I do know it passes. Although, there are times when I wonder if it ever will. The only thing that helps me is to get back into my routine: meditate, exercise, walk, listen to music that makes me feel good, and always return to my writing.
So now that I’m done feeling sorry for myself, it’s time to embrace this change in my life. Instead of thinking about the negatives, I will focus on the positives. I’ll be aware of my thoughts; I always know when they’re not in a good place because of how I feel. It’s very easy to change our thoughts when we are present enough to be aware of them.
Instead, I’m going to think of this as a holiday! New places to explore, things to see, and people to meet! What could go wrong? Everyone is happy when they’re on holiday!
I hope you all have a fabulous week! To all of you experiencing a change in your life, hang in there - it does get better!
Until next time…embrace the change!